On memories

Hape gw udah bapuk banget. Ini hape taon 2012, android phone pertama gw. Dulu gw juga sering pake ini buat device tester gw. Setelah diabuse gila2an, 2x ganti layar, 1 kali ganti mesin total.. sepertinya dia sudah engga kuat lagi menghadapi cobaan berbagai aplikasi baru yang ada.

Yo wes lah.. 3 tahun itu waktu yang cukup lama juga, saatnya ganti. Kalau kata orang teknik industri nilai ke ekonomiannya udah lewat masa nya. Hahaha. Lemotnya udah parah banget, nelpon sering hang, terus kalo buka2 sosial media gitu lagging, sering tiba2 sendet2 gitu kalau lagi main game. I am not a heavy 3d gamer put into ur phone yah.. buat game catur atau othello ngelag. Wtf wtf wtf.

Sebelum gw put my phone into eternal rest. Hmm.. lets see ada apa di balik jeroan ni hape. Hacked.. pasang costum bootloader.. install recovery and tada… I am rooted my phone. There goes my warranty juga.. yg harusnya udah ilang setaon yg lalu.

Check process.. oh gusti.. 90 persen processor time.. memory kena sisa 60 mb.. ada apa gerangan ini.. jalanin diagnose dari busy box.. hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. interesting.. processor gw 4 core masih dalam keadaan baik.. cek memori .. hmm hmm hmmm.. sama.. 2 giga still in good shape.

Ataukah android hari gini sudah menjelma menjadi hutan belantara seperti yang dibilang foundernya dulu.. “gw mau bikin taman kecil buat bermain yg asik.. sekarang hutan amazon udah kalah kali” ..

Cek process lagi.. nfc buang.. gesture buang.. spp lokal buang.. bloatware buang.. eh service2 aplikasi kecil2 buang.. wtf juga .. buat cek waktu ibadah harus pake service juga.. wtf wtf..

Dan jalanin hape lagi.. gila jadi lancar jaya lagi. Amazingly fast kayak awal2 dapet ini hape. Hahaha

Should by a new one.. tapi ini hape canggih pertama yg gw beli pake keringat sendiri. Hack gta.. coba emulator nds.. belajar code android.. tracing bug .. ah.. so many stuff we done together. Gw juga belajar natural langguage processing dari ni hape.. bikin filter spam dari cacian dan makian penggemar setia gw diluar sana..

Memories.. it was fun.. you push me up until I reach my position today.. learn together.. explore new things.. should we parted ways.. never realize we are attack each other neck.never wanted this.. always believe you are ment to greater stuff.

So thank you

kosmik.id

beberapa bulan terakhir, gw baca komik lokal keren ini. kosmik.id, majalah komik bulanan ( mudah2an) yang mencantumkan karya komikus2 lokal indo.

first edition just wow me. rixa judulnya, cerita tentang anak wanita yang ingin jadi astronot. nice drawing, great story, feels like reading a work mitsuru adachi, tapi kerenan haha.

after begging2 buat beliin edisi ke dua, dan get the photo of it, rada2 kecewa dengan edisi kedua kali ini. yang rixa yah.. ceritanya masih keren, tapi kualitas gambarnya sepertinya menurun.. gw bahkan udah engga bisa ngenalin tokoh utamanya yang mana ( based on the picture).

so here is the problem with everything labeled as “indonesia”. konsistensi. sepatu indo yg ini bagus yah.. beli.. kepake sampe 4 tahun, beli baru lagi.. dan beberapa hari jebol. makanan indo yg ini enak, beli.. enak, terus beli lagi.. kok basi.

butuh struktur dan sistem untuk menciptakan kosistensi. termasuk buat blog ini yang sepertinya selalu diupdate kalau penulis engga bisa tidur di pagi buta.

on achievement

someone ask me about what is my achievement, my head start spinning and try to reclaim this and that. first thing in my mind is hey I have a patent !, err..somehow I am not proud of it, next how about with my published international paper, feels awkward, next my corporate position? nah, or hmm.. my been there, done that, gone here and there… hmmm.. seems that is something that someone with money can easily done that.

so . the real question is … what is an achievement? something you’re proud of? something that make you above and dominate others? something that can wow people?

or is it just I am toooo shy to reclaim all of my achievement? I dont think so, most everything happen not because of me, because there is interaction between people who cross path with me. let say with patent.. wont be happening if I would not have a perfectionist, crazy, technical snobby bos. ” I think this architecture will fly”,”nope, that is the most stupid thing I’ve seen”, “hmm.. let try to register this”. hahaha more like I just love to poke with bulldog.

the truth is .. I dont know. I am just a simple guy, who happen in love with complexity of technology and math, everything else seems trivial. several years a go I heard someone trying to relive low spectrum economy people, everyone talked about business growth, media campaign, social changes.. me.. I am more concerned with the scalability issue.

or is it something that is really personal with you? makes you gigles and cant wait to tell everybody else? I have a niece, who is happen to be very stuborn, self centric take it or leave it kind of girl. this little princess happen to have regular visit to in mall train ride. my dad told me that for several weeks she stop by the house first to check whether I’ve home or not. hahaha.

yes sir, I think I found my achievement.

 

on extrimist

iya, di tiap agama ada extrimistnya dan tiap extrimist selalu antara menyalahkan kelompok lain, elu kafir, elu engga ngikutin perintah dengan kaffah dan lain lain. tapi yah .. dari semua agama, agama mayoritas di indo punya masalah extemist yang fatal. kalau di negara lain, katakan lah jerman.. ada extrimist katholic atau neo nazi.. tapi kita kan cuma hahaha that is funny, sana sih get a real life.

di sini.. kita memberi porsi lebih di kehidupan sosial kita. kita membiarkan orang2 extrimist ini menaruh opini di surat kabar besar atau media tv, serasa semakin lama indo menuju ciri2 negara gagal.  kenapa dulu porsinya engga besar? mungkin dulu media engga serakus sekarang. atau juga persaingan engga seganas sekarang. sekarang mah.. kalau ada anjing bisa main gitar pasti di diliput daripada berita pembantaian di paris.

anyhow pray for paris.